I know you are thinking "what a fool maan!" because I cannot restrict as i once could lol.
I am getting worse and worse with my Binging and Purging. This never use to be THIS big of a problem for me!
Its 12:15pm and I have already binged, easily over 1000 calories, and I am in the process of purging!

BUT I'm really trying here folks! I will not give up!
Tonight I am dieing my hair, kind of like a "changing my hair changing who I am" Im leaving my purple hair behind lol and going black.
I'm also going to start rewarding myself for every 5lbs i drop.

Anyways I'm in the middle of something!
lol updates later

I'm a 17 year old girl, and I struggle with anorexia and bulimia, I'm generally a happy person, but I put other people happiness before my own. I strive for perfection since I've never had a taste of it, I am scared of death yet I am slowly killing myself.

I love everything about old school punks, I love how they don't give a fuck and how no one controls them.

This blog is to help me and everyone else reading. I hope everyone enjoys :)

February 2010

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