yesterday I lasted on a salad and a rice cake I believe it was. purging the rice cake.
Today! I didn't do quite as good but still stayed under 600 calories. Lots of purging today, I am just glad I didn't binge. I had:

1 meatless burger with two 50 calorie slices of bread for dinner (purged)
2 rice cakes, one was 60 calories one was 35 I believe, had them at separate times of the day (purged the 60 calorie one)
ALMOST ate a full 210 calorie chocolate chip muffin BUT I only ate the top.
Some Vegetable Thin crackers (purged)

and that is all! so now let me add up the calories...
1 meatless burger = 100 calories
2 slices of bread = 100 calories
rice cake = 50
rice cake = 35
top of muffin = assuming 105 calories
crackers = there are 80 calories in 15. just to be safe I will say 110 calories.
TOTAL = 500
probably a bit more. but I purged basically everything I ate today anyways so I'm guessing hmmm... 300 calories in total.

not TO bad. Definitely an improvement from a few days ago!
tomorrow is my weigh in. I'm nervous as fuck. I use to weigh my self like every time I SEEN a scale now I can't even bring myself to step on it. But tomorrow I have to. I need to see where I am at. I'm hoping no more then 110lbs.
I am probably going to fast tomorrow. So wish me luck!

peace and love

I'm a 17 year old girl, and I struggle with anorexia and bulimia, I'm generally a happy person, but I put other people happiness before my own. I strive for perfection since I've never had a taste of it, I am scared of death yet I am slowly killing myself.

I love everything about old school punks, I love how they don't give a fuck and how no one controls them.

This blog is to help me and everyone else reading. I hope everyone enjoys :)

February 2010

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