Blah I just woke up. It's 11:30am and I'm not hungry yet. But I feel like binging and purging! But I am not going to. I am home alone which is when I use to binge and purge the most but I am fighting the urges to do so! hahaha
Today I plan on eating a salad for dinner and then probably coffee coffee coffee! I want to get the drink Mary-Kate Olsen gets from star bucks.
Or there is a recipe for a 50 calorie frappuccino I might try (and post here).
My body is so lazy today I don't feel like going outside for a run later, but I didn't yesterday because i had like 4 hours of sleep). If I don't go out for a run I am for sure playing my Wii and going on the treadmill.
Oh and I weighed myself...
I'm 110.2
so gross. so fat. what a huge number! but THAT NUMBER is what's keeping me motivated today. I must have been about 112-113 the other day. So I am making progress! That number will be down to 105lbs before I know it. I just cant have any slip ups. I can't binge this week! If I go this week without binging and purging I can get down to maybe 106ish.
I shall update later. Here's some thinspo for all you sexy ladayyysss (and gentlemen)
