TAYLOR MOMSEN
She is unbelievably tiny and gorgeous! She is way taller then me though but still her legs are stick thin I'm obsessed lol.
Ive been doing alright lately..Binged today! blah.
Tomorrow I'm going to be out all day and FINALLY getting E (I haven't got any yet which is why I HAVEN'T BEEN LOSING) but tomorrow is for sure for sure!
I need to get down to 100lbs and I need to prove to everyone that I can! I'm going to do it tomorrow, tomorrow I will fast and I will get down to my goal weight.
I'm sick of saying "I'm going to try" and I'm sick of saying THAT everyday.
I've been feeling out of control for a while now, Losing my best guy friend, My parents fighting, Binging and Purging, Just so many thins, I need some sort of control back.
Tomorrow I really mean it this time, I will get back on track. I will Restrict and Fast, and I WILL look like Taylor Momsen.
Valentines Day is coming up, I hate the whole idea of the "Holiday", It just seems like a useless day that's usually makes most girls depressed, Now, I really want to lose at least 5lbs by Valentines day. Which would bring me down to 107lbs.
I can do this right.
My new rule is NO solids. I will allow myself almost all liquids, minus the real fatty things, but I mean I will allow my self LOW calorie drinks like, 10 Calorie Vitamin Water, or 0 Calorie Gatorade, Diet Sodas, Low Calorie Soy Milk or French Vanilla or Low Calorie Hot Chocolate.
lol you get the idea.
But I REALLY hope I get that E tomorrow so I can have one foodless day.
My stomach was suprisingly flat today! Which is odd. But I ruined that anyways why binging and being unable to purge.
I really hate that, You try and try and try and the ONE time you so desperatly want it ALL out it wont come up.
Im taking that as a sign. A sign to quit B/Ping.
I find it so weird how I can HATE something so so much, yet I cant depart from it...
Like I HATE food, I hate how it changed your body shape...makes you unhealthy, I hate how it tricks you, and I hate Binging and Purging. Yet I cant stop B/Ping or Eating.
No matter how hard I try, but maybe that's just it, I need to stop TRYING and start DOING!
Which is just what I'm going to do tomorrow.
Anyways enough rambling on. I swear to everyone, on my life, on my bestfriends life, on EVERYTHING I LOVE. That starting tomorrow it will be the start of something fucking new, I will be on my road to thinness and self control.
Here are some pictures of Taylor Momsen. BEAUTIFUL.


She looks SO tiny here, She's got that little slouch you get when you are so lean and thin.

WOULD YOU LOOK AT THOSE LEGS!
YOU CAN BARELY SEE THEM THEY ARE SO TINY
Not only does this girl have the greatest wardrobe and the clothes I WISH I had, She also had the perfect body that JUST SO HAPPENS to look great IN those clothes.
Bitch.