Thank God Its Friday!
11:49 AM

I mentioned yesterday how I binged like I have never seen move before, and then my parents made me eat a chicken burger. That was around 4. I THINK.
My friend came over around 6 and we did some E. My stomach got flatter instantly and I didn't eat all night and I moved around a lot. Today I just finished eating a plate with 1 chopped up green bell pepper, 4 cherry tomatoes, and half a cucumber. With fat free ceaser dressing (15 calories).
I usually don't use salad dressing but I figured if maybe I throw on some flavor it will prevent me from binging later and will keep me full longer.
I may have one of those little packages of cottage cheese later on. Then tomorrow I will probably fast for Saturday and Sunday.
and also go on the treadmill everyday this weekend.
Since its Friday I will probably put my laptop on my treadmill and walk while watching desperate housewives lol.

Over all I'm doing pretty well lately. Choosing the right foods to eat, and I haven't purged at all today! Which is a HUGE step for me lol.
oh and you know that old friend that's a bitch lol. Well we talked it through, for the first time in so long. We are working things out now.
I HAVE YET ANOTHER STORY TO TELL LATER!
About my douche bag best guy friend and his skank girlfriend.

lol sorry for my choice of words today. anyways. I'm going to watch the Tyra Show and look for some low calorie recipes. Hope everyone is doing well!
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SOSIC
I'm a 17 year old girl, and I struggle with anorexia and bulimia, I'm generally a happy person, but I put other people happiness before my own. I strive for perfection since I've never had a taste of it, I am scared of death yet I am slowly killing myself.

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I love everything about old school punks, I love how they don't give a fuck and how no one controls them.


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