whats the point..
Right now I'm thinking whats the point in writing a blog... I mean I cant explain my feelings like everyone else can, probably has to do with the fact that I don't like showing emotions.
Until now I suppose...Every thing is crashing down on me really quickly. I'm losing everything, Friends, Control, Family.
I don't have any plans for my future and I'm in my last year of high school, well I Just found out I'm getting held back a year so I cant graduate with my friends. Every time I mention a career I want I basically get told "Good fucking luck"
Like I'm not smart enough, or good enough. Which is another reason i starve, So I have something I'm good at..
See. That's basically all the emotion I can show. Whats it mean?!
gah.. basically Everything is falling apart, and I think one of the main reasons why I cant show emotion towards it all or talk about it, is because there is so many things, little things and big things and I just don't know how to explain it all...
